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Mary 'Linda' Coombes Keeping Your Faith, No Matter What, JESUS IS LORD - Sept. 26, 2005

Essay/ Letter of Sept. 26/2005
by Linda Coombes

I am a 49 year old woman who has been living in bed for 6 years. I would like to tell You what what that involves.
I have suffered migraines, facial pain, eye problems, hearing problems and neck pain, this is an ever constant situation.

My days are limited, mostly spent in my bedroom. I lay here because to sit only increases my problems. To wash my hair, I have to wait for a day where I can sit up long enough and have my husband do it.
I can not bathe alone, for it causes pain and weakness. To wash my skin, not always but at times, is very irritating because of sensory feelings in my skin that are almost like electric shock.

I can not leave my home, I become ill, disoriented and the warmth of the summer adds to my problems. I have experienced and continue to experience fatigue. I get it now. I would feel like I was after running up and down the stairs, like I was running a marathon, I'd be that sore and tired and I'd only be moving around in my bed.

After years of bladder problems Oct. 13/2005 I am having an ostomy with a "stoma" at the V.G. Hospital (Halifax N.S.). I've been suffering severe infection, vaginal spasms and have had a super-pubic since March 4/05.
I have a V.O.N. Who daily changes my dressing and replaces my tubes. My bathroom is across the hall. For a while I could walk again to the bathroom. Now my ankles, feet, knees or lower back pain keeps me from walking there.
If I'm not fatigued and try to sleep, pain keeps me awake. Pain in my legs, feet, back and arms wakes me. My vision, some days, is pretty good, other days I can't see my fingernails.

When I stand, sit or even sometimes when I'm only laying down I experience a girdle feeling around my waist, like a rope being pulled tighter around my waist.

10 months ago I was diagnosed with acute colon. 3 or 4 times normal size caused by constipation. Needless to say this is very painful at times. I need to make clear that this just didn't start 6 years ago. I have to mention a seizure I took way back in 1988. I also experienced migraines as far back as when I was 20.

In 1992 my Family Doctor had me go for treatment (physiotherapy) for poor balance while experiencing vertigo.

In 1995 my Husband and I went on a vacation to Jamaica. While on the Island, after one week of walking with a cane, I woke up one morning and couldn't walk for 4 days. And I had symptoms, at that time, of headaches, muscle pain, weakness and fatigue.

In approximately 1998 I began having breathing problems. Those who treated me when i was brought to the hospital (by ambulance) said they thought I was hyperventilating, but I never found out what the cause was then, at that time.

I lost my ability to drive a car over 2 years beginning in 1999. I got in the car and I forgot how to drive. It was similar to forgetting the words to a song. I was blank. I didn't know how to operate a car. The last time I drove a car was July 2000, after having my license for 21 years.

I am writing this letter probably forgetting many things, but one thing I know is this is not the life i would want for any human to live. Only I can do this. I can Because of GOD, my three Sons and my Husband who make me only want to be the person inside that I am without even mentioning the toll this has taken on my mental state. Not long ago I could balance home life, family life, friends and a very active life physically and mentally. Now I'm confused between two days. I must leave out words I can't remember. Sometimes, in the past, I felt stupid but now I know this is an effect of my situation.

For years it didn't seem to get debilitating. It's now in the last 5-6 years that the problems have been arriving faster and more frequent as time goes on.

At one time I decided to live being very particular about my diet and I exercised 7 days a week which included walking, yoga, aerobics and weight training so i could live and be healthy as long as I could. The reason for this was selfish. I wanted to live and be with my children, healthy, as long as possible having lost my parents at a young age. So I never gave up easily. I fought for years with little to no help until one day my wheel chair became my body.

Social and family life does not exist any more because I'm not the same person physically, and no longer do they involve me in their lives for the past 5-6 years. My family accused me of drinking when I began to experience some involuntary speech slurring.

I don't see how anybody trained in neurology could read this letter and not care.

The hidden blessing in all of this is that my Children were above the age of 11 by this time. Had they been younger I would in no way have been able to care for them or to keep them safe from harm. But the future lies before me and hopefully will bring me grandchildren. At this point I know I can not care properly for them without strength and confidence to trust my body. I still have hope that these things can change for me.

I have the Love, the desire and God's will but medical help can do so much to change my situation. If You've read this and have any compassion for me and my family, please contact me by phone - (902) 849 3403 . If not my son Jason has been writing my words and he will welcome any email of any response( ayinone@netscape.net ). Thank You for your time.
This is my personal testimony to GOD'S Grace Mercy and Forgiveness.
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Call upon Him, He can help you too.

God's Blessings,
Linda Coombes
 

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